I stayed in Cavite for 2 nights. My family went there to pay Russell's folks a visit and it turned out really well. I will share some pictures and stories but not now. 'Cause I have to leave na and a pile of work is waiting for me tonight.
OMG. My heart is bleeding every time I have to leave. While I want to spend more time with my family, I can't bear not to be with Russell even for a day. I'm missing him so much. I may not be showy and expressive on how I feel, but the truth is, I'm really having a hard time, as in REAL HARD TIME every time I have to go. Russell doesn't know that I am blogging right now. He is sleeping. While looking at him, I want to cry. Sometimes when I look at his innocent face, I just wanted to hug and kiss him. I just want to marry him. If we can only skip the stage of tedious wedding preparation, I certainly will.
It's only November, and yet I am already feeling this way. What more when March comes? Dapat sanay na ako sa eksenang airport. But March is going to be a different one, for that that, I'm already MRS. RUSSELL HERNANDEZ. I'm really going crazy. Will you please help me out? Kaya ko ba? I don't know. Naiiyak na ko. :(
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ei sis! cheer up! kaya mo yan :) tama ka, saying goodbye is never easy kaya how about keeping in mind na 'you'll see each other' again naman. isipin mo na lang din na sa susunod na pag-alis ni russell, legal na syang sayo :p